Begin Again

The point of absolute refusal: Exploring Black Moon Lilith with Laurence Hillman

An archetypal and astrological perspective on the re-emergence of Black Moon Lilith and what this means for us today.

Jul 15

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June 2026

Fate, destiny, and individuation

Christopher Bollas, psychoanalysis, and the missing half of Jungian psychology.

Jun 9

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May 2026

Being normal is an illness

A psychoanalytic perspective on what we lose when we curate the self.

May 23

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April 2026

Called or not called: the Jung diaries (part 2)

Join me for the second part of my Jung pilgrimage to Switzerland, this time visiting Jung's house and the graves of Jung, Marie-Louise von Franz, and…

Apr 2

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March 2026

Called or not called: the Jung diaries

Come along with me as I make my first Jung pilgrimage to Switzerland, starting with Zürich and the C.G. Jung Institute in Küsnacht.

Mar 24

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Against the purification of self

In defence of darkness, instinct, and the unruly self in a world obsessed with progress.

Mar 6

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February 2026

Actually, we're all on the Epstein list

On vampirism, power, evil, and world events as a psychological mirror.

Feb 20

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Perpetuating power: does therapy training breed martyrs?

On therapy training as a humiliation ritual (if you're broke), power and subjection, and the neoliberal agenda of "self-care.

Feb 11

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January 2026

The vampiric economics of psychotherapy

Reflections from another year of practice. Money, care, and institutional hunger.

Jan 27

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October 2025

God save us from the sting of the rejected helper

How come that those who are meant to help us often harm us? On the abuses of power by therapists, coaches, and other helping professionals.

Oct 7, 2025

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August 2025

"ChatGPT told me I’m the chosen one": Why AI won’t solve the mental health crisis

How a personal experience with AI-induced psychosis led to a reflection on the big picture of AI in mental health and where our ethics are failing.

Aug 16, 2025

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Love and narcissism: A conversation with Susan E. Schwartz, PhD

Sameness, fantasy, perfectionism, and the challenges of connection in a Jungian exploration of Narcissus in the modern world.

Aug 12, 2025

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